(Written for the 2022 Peru Retreats)
But wait – we have MORE Plants
So that is very exciting to me here. We have not just Ayahuasca we have – many other plants. I have a lot of plants I work with and know interestingly through intuition and some self experiences. I don’t know the best plants and I’m not telling you I’m a green witch just yet – but I can be one day. The best thing is that I’m intuitive and I can predict you, scan your body and tell you what is going on inside. You don’t have to tell me what the doctor said, chances are I’ll get it right.
But there are other people here that do this too. There are pretty good shamans working – just at the herbal stores here. And yes they can point you to the right herb in the right time and in the right place of your life. If you like we can find you a good green witch just for you. And yes – also Senor Carlos works with other plants that are not as strong as Ayahuasca and they too – can change your life.
Maybe it would be nice to look into some of them – as there are happier and softer, smoother ways to get better, and to learn more about herbalism at least, if you are curious. It’s a long topic – herbalism – but it can definitely help you “drive this thing” if you do think of this body as a vehicle after all.
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Mixing concepts
So the idea is to be free here isn’t it. That is the key – I’m not looking to push you into cleansing your body or taking out your ego – or forcing yourself to change – though you can do that and yes – I may be of good service there. But we have to consider
Your needs and wants
Your habits (important)
And – your actual life
You see – when your own life is not a solid one it is hard to grow so fast and so intensely – too much too soon. It is good to pace yourself. For example –
If you work in a corporate environment or your day depends on certain logic and style of life – take a lot of time off. Here if you do create space to heal your body you need more than enough room – because – you might not be in control of your thoughts feelings or actions enough to perform at a 9 to 5 after all.
If you say – operate heavy machinery, if you have many dependent children or if you just generally get stressed out and strung out by life – we have to be careful and we have to know – what is going on with you.
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What is going on with you ??
So firstly – please consider…how are you going and what is going on with you – try to trust that and not test yourself or your senses. Are you feeling weak lazy or tired, do you have an illness, a mental illness perhaps? Are you feeling lost or angry about your life or do you have access weight. Are you ready for change? That is all I’m asking. Addiction is an important link to notice (e.g. any drugs, cannabis, coffee, talking too much, sexual addiction or addiction to media) – we have to know this because you see – there is nothing we can do if – it gets hard to process things later on.
So here you might want to come out and get clean if you are experiencing anything that later might be a burden should you have a sudden awakening.
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How to understand what is going on – socially and societally
If you do take Ayahuasca
So say – you do take the step and you want to grow grow grow and you suddenly feel so tired of everything and everyone…stop.
Do you have a job you have to be responsible for maybe
Do you have kids
Are you – available….to these previous responsibilities
Or do you really need the change beyond anything in the world. Be careful as it is hard to go back once you hit a point. And I do see some people totally evade everything and everyone after all as they do – find a little kink in their wheel of karma and slip – they are out.
Yes – they evade almost any karmic psychic or emotional “entrapment” later on but yes – that is hard. So we must prepare you.
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The best way to prepare if you are –
Naturally due for a big awakening
So I mean here is something I should have learnt ages ago. Nature, nature nature. If you have nature by your side you have the world at your feet as they say. This is the best perfect way to get balanced clean your aura and eventually “return” as you were.
So – is the one week enough to process all that work?
I don’t believe so. I know retreat spaces I have visited before are so very cruel and hurtful simply because they don’t let people recuperate or get to know themselves or eachother. It’s like stepping into a body of water. First dip your feet.
And then slowly, go in – enjoy – and walk out…soak up the sun, dry yourself off with a towel and say goodnight – zzzz.
Sometimes people need sleep I am telling you – really. Really – people need sleep after 2 – 6 sessions of Ayahuasca for some it is impossible to just get on with it – catch that next airplane and back they go to their desk job. Nope. No way.
Just wait so – here is another offer and another way
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Book a risk free flexible flight
If you intend to do Ayahuasca with us – please do not book rapidly and do not try so hard to fit in – it is not a crackajack retreat where people get high and go – please avoid those at all costs. This is a slowing smoothing and gentle space which should help you just simply integrate.
So how are we going to do this. Yes – if you only have time for a week that is fine – ease yourself into that conversation with you first. Have time to yourself, take a bath or a long shower, think, feel and dream. Then you come here and yes – if you only have a week – looks like we’ll have to help you integrate very fast and then – day two – and you are in the maloka (ceremonial tent) drinking.
But – imagine going into a different world. That is true
It is good to integrate that isn’t it. Yes – so if you only want to drink twice though you booked three ceremonies – relax. Drink once. Or twice. Don’t waste your time planning things is all I’m saying. Because that is not the way
The way is to be careful and gentle with yourself and your life and carefully gently and simply transition. If – you have a chance. Think again.
When you are taking Ayahuasca some things don’t come back to normal. So say – you have a big awakening and you see your whole life. Some people can and do see everything straight away after the first or second session. Good – now don’t spill that honey. Don’t argue with people or try so hard to understand now – enjoy – and if you have a couple of days left just sitting there and do nothing – please enjoy it.
Best way –
Is not to book the return flight straight away – try to just wait…and if you can – extend your stay another few days as some people really need those extra five days or two days – to just be able to breathe through it, maybe have another session if they need, and sometimes just to sleep it all off. Just to sleep it away and just go to the woods or something. Nothing wrong with just a better sleep and a few hours mellowing. Sleep – saves your mind. Especially if it has experienced an awakening or it has started overworking.
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How to get real or awaken
So here is the thing you do not have to take Ayahuasca to do that. Best yet – you just have to be kind and pure in heart. That is all we need. It’s just that we get lost we forget and we go – plummeting. The body stores up toxins, those create disease and voila. Just – well…a normal life. Just like that. But we are – open aren’t we. And yes – we can change by –
Slow orderly decision making processes.
What food you eat, how you sleep and with whom (if that is the case), how you walk your walk and talk your talk.
Yes you can change things just by becoming more open and interesting to yourself, by creating more attraction between you and the world around you – by just being beautiful as you know that you are. Yes – everyone is in the end completely beautiful beyond the karmas and the fractures. We are all – THAT. But we have to believe
So if you can’t…like I couldn’t…all my life. Yes – there is Ayahuasca and there are other plants simply because – we forgot.
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If you forgot than yes – you must remember
So that is what I have done in my world. I truly have not been able to forget or remember – it was all lost between the lines – and my adult life was so messy because my childhood was just simply enraging and unbelievable and then – Ayahuasca gave me the power to crack that code. So here we are now – talking about this.
If you have memory loss or childhood trauma you don’t even totally want to remember – we have the power to help here. If you have suffered a lot or have hereditary or returning diseases – we can help you – if you have had to make a big sacrifice or if you have done something incredibly bad in your life. Yes – yes yes and yes. Just like me – you would benefit from this incredible healer shaman and teacher – the vine. But you will also feel loss.
Because to some degree – you have to loose something to gain. If you are open to receiving new visions and new bouts of pleasure or new bouts of idealism – trust that something might be gone in a minute. And what is that…the ego for one – goes, your habits have to go – and yes your friends and sometimes (as for me personally) family members start to disappear or go another rout. And we don’t want that sometimes. But yes – to receive sometimes people loose.
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